Sun afternoon

Woah! today... hahahaha
went to cityhall to find out that ryan can't make it and joseph is waiting for me at the temple instead! O_o
went down..
wow... hahahaha very interesting!!
water festival.... water parade man..
every... and i mean everyone has to get wet... at least in the back...
ppl will just come from behind and pour cold water down your back... O_o
got soaked quite bad... hahahaha but fun
if i wasn't bz.. i might just join in the fun hahahaha...
finally met joseph and discussed abt our stuff
he was bz.. so i had to film first..
managed to get quite a few shots... :)
very nice..
ppl were dancing away to the music~
and this is a temple.. hahaha =p unique ya?
seeing some of the clothes the ppl were wearing, you'd thought they were going clubbing..haha

went down to explanade/collin peer to do more photos
slept on the bus... -_-u
nearly ended up sleepin on someone's shoulder! >_< hahaha
too tired...

dropped off at esplanade park... went to egt my film and took a slow walk to the place..
it was nice and quiet... windy... wow... :)
it was great..
spent some time talking with God...
was alone all the way.. =p

poured out my heart to God
really long for someone...
to be with...
i can hold my hands with..
i can go through life with..

haha.. seen too many couples here and there... >_<
o well~! shouldn't let it affect me :p

this thought came to my mind when i asked God again...
"its not her, its me"
:)
God first ya.. get right with him.
4 yrs from now... at least... will wait.. =p

God told me its someone else before... now its not yet
need to clarify

still waiting for that 1 person to come in...
hahaha asked God for a sis to come into Ywam fully in MM..
so i can train.. and teach... and work with... so she can lead the others without worrying abt NS >_<

right now.. i don't think its her.
the feelings.... i've supressed it. somewhere... hahaha...
was thinkin back abt stuff...
she nvr hoped in it either :p
but then...
i dunno.. but this came to my mind..
was thinkin abt the poem..hahaha
she also said she wished it was me.....
>_<
o well... won't hold on to that :p

God~! here i come! :D


will go to the place for photos again tonight~! ;)