woah... hahaha... fun

woah....
tired man...
if i were to hope...
i'd hope for her best and not for her to me
true love is not selfish...
so get your hope right...
if you love someone you'd hope for the best of that person (eg. older bro to younger sis or vice versa)
why u hope in her being with You? hope for her happiness~!
her happiness should be more important than the rest... and you must know that you may not be able to meet it but others can. Let go and just hope for her to be happy. :)
do you think she'll bee happy with you?
currently now... no.
so be it. Face it.
jsut trust her to God. who are you not to?
Let Go.

don't supress the feelings.. cuz it'll just stay there... let it go.. neutralize it... (i think it is.)

still getting a grasp of what true love is.. :)
love is not selfish. :D
thank you God.

love is not abt being intimate... holding hands... blah blah..
NO!! Love is more than that!

Get it right.

Don't withold your love from her... selfcontrol your feelings.
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talked with hellen just now...
finally shared with her...
abt what i've been through..
shared abt.. my thoughts.. my heart and all... :)
Thank God for showing me all these as i shared it... i nvr saw it till i shared it.. hahaha
MUST SHARE MORE!! Don't keep it in! :)
gotta try to open up to her again... its hard now... but..ya
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This story is Not going to where you think/hope it might happen. So Face It. God is in control. So don't be afraid. Don't worry.

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today..
Woah!!
was very very very fun~! funny too~ hahaha
the nicoll highway collapsed! >_<
emil,hellen,jason,rosa and me decided to go down to take photos (yah.. u must think we're crazy)
we went to jason's house to wait for him to get his cam.. its a long walk man! O_o
tried to get a cab.. but no one wated to take us there and its also 5 of us.. :p
took a bus there and walked in... hahaha
we walked one big circle!!!!! aaaaaaa~! hahaha
but it was fun... i tell u man.. if u were a police there... u'd be hearing lots of soft laughters... lots of it... and u'd be wondering where'd they come from.
we went there juz to chased off by the police :p hahah though we managed to shoot a few shots.. hahaha
it was FUN!!!~! woo~
:D
walked back to the bus stop and went back to studio..
went to class juz to find out it ended early... :(
talked with fazree abt our documentary... =p
we're gonna use his idea.

hellen shared to me abt jason... and chi...
will talk to her more...

God doesn't give a spirit of doubt.
so if its doubt... don't cling onto it cuz its not from God.

juz a question though... if God said its not him.. why she became doubtful?
dats why she didn't cling onto it.
but now she believes its from God.


sleepy... headache.... tired.... -_-u
zzz
God..... i need u