or so they say...

woke up at 8.. :p
man... this sun burn is KILLING ME!!!!!!!!!
ARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRGH~!!
it hurts!!!
its hot!!
its irritating!
and worst of all....its ITCHY!!!!!!
arrrrrrrrgh~!!!!! grrr...
can't even slp well with this... . . . .
haha... o well...
didn't know just 2 hrs of swimming could burn you real good..

anyways.. talked to emil hahaha
he's so bored at the office!
his collegues stayed till 5am the previous day and they are all sleeping now hahahaha...
today should be a relaxing day for him... :)

spent qt...
fell asleep > _ < argh
i realized... as time goes...
somehow...
i'm getting closer to my wound...
i'm starting to look for somewhere else...
o_O
still finding out what is it...
what is that wound???
finding someone i can be a man to?
maybe...
>you don't need someone to validate you as a man.. because God created you as one. Its just that you have to find it from God. Rememver that. You are a man.
Go get your heart back.
God is committed to getting your heart back as well.
:)
Go.

gonna start my journey to the wilderness with God... :D

:)
when i woke up... . . 1 hr later O_o
i realized.. .. ... i kinda missed her.. >_<
she was on my mind... o_O not that i don't like it btw...
hmmm... God made me realized that I've focused too much on her. like everyday i think of her... arrrg~~ hahaha gotta stop it... wanna focus back on God!!! i can't live without You!
was praying...
i really want to seek you God.
I want you... I need you
back into the canter of my heart..
my focus.
if there's one thing i ask, its to put you back into the throne of my heart.

2chr17
mainly about how God blessed Jehoshaphat for doing what is right and for following God..
yeah..
mainly God will bless and meet your needs, just follow him and depend on him wholeheartedly.
[V6a] "His heart was devoted to the ways of the Lord.."
its a simple truth...

D.O.G
:)

also hahaha just realized..
at that time... I don't think people faced problems like this.. like what i'm going through.. hahahaha but simply put.
its either God or not.
and i will choose God. :)

lets go to God together.


they say out of presence, out of mind
they also said absence makes the heart grow fonder..
i guess my heart chose the latter. >_<