Wednesday, June 30, 2004

Stairway to my heart.

... God has shown me something new.. haha... . . :|
anyways... .

Mon: Went to fetch chi from the air port with ryan and jason..
she's fine~ :) she looks happy.. haha helped her with her luggage and brought it to her house.
helped fixed up her com.. > _ < jason and ryan soon left
was kinda stuck with one last plug... her friend soon came and help :)
after that... went online to look for some hardware stuff..
she wants to buy a new burner and all...
we went to bugis to makan, called her rommie along too :)
lol... she's funny.. haha..
couldn't rush down to fetch rosa in time.. :( went home... took some photos.
len came online that night... :)
shared.. :)
she's great and all.. haha excited. :)
will pray for them... :)
haha..
shes prepared, and so am i.
... :)
haha.. prepared for better or for worst lol like what she said hahahaha
found out that orientation is tmr from alycia.. she's a student leader there...
told abigail abt it.. hahaha :) thank God for her heart. :)

tues (today): went on down to meet rosa.. waited and waited... went off to sch first >_< haha... saw cedric and stephen (correct spelling?) haha.. :) saw shelby too hahahaha
met rosa and her friend :)
met chi after that..
couldn't find len's charger though.. :(
went to the library with her and waited for ryan
germaine and shelby soon came :)
introduced to one another :D
met the twins and went opposite for makan
it was fun~! :D hahaha.. germaine shared alot alot of things haha.. :)
chatted
went off to sim lim with chi and ryan..
went hunting for the stuff
was a lil tiring >_< haha but thank God we finally found all of them..
ryan left ealier cuz he had to work..
went to makan at bk.
after that sent her off, went to look for the shop.. went home.

played fm4.. haha... hard man... :(

she cut her hair hahaha... looks nice :) lol..
the photo =p

anyways... . mum started to watch a new korean drama "stairway to heaven"
watched a lil...
and... . . .
i liked it.
totally reminds me of us... haha us 3. :)
didn't want to watch it cuz.. .. .
it reminded me of her....
... :(

God showed me... i'm afraid of love.. the scar... the wound...
i didn't want to get back there again..
i just want to let her go off..

i forgot about myself.

now... here it is... and its hard... i've let her go...
they were meant to be. :)
"fated" for one another.. haha..
the show is abt a childhood couple...
she soon has an adopted brother and sis..
her new brother soon falls for her.. cuz.. she's nice to him and showed him many things he has nvr seen before..
she likes her lover... and likes her brother as a brother.
the brother.... feels... . . sad... cuz... he is... afterall... just a brother to her.
he wants her to love him.. not as a brother.. but as a guy..
haha... sounds familier?
yep.. it does to me...
really...
its sad for me. but yeah...
Thank God for showing me this...

:)

...

wrote her a note.. haha which she's not going to see.. haha. :p

wished... she was here.
wished she'd be reading whats going on...
but...
haha... :)
i'm prepared..

for better and for worst.

haha

:)

praise the Lord.


for everything.
and anything.

For God is good. :D

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