I'm an O' level grad!

YEAH!! I'm FINALLY an O's grad~!
(no i didn't re-take my O's)

just that ever since i left St Andrew's
i forgot to claim my O's certificate :p
been like... 3 yrs? hahahaha
amazingly... they've still kept it >_<
(thought it'd be recycled paper by now)

o well... mum called up to help me ask..
and finally after being bugged by her for months...wait no, years...
i finally decided to get my lazy butt down to potong pasir, where it all began.

ahhh.... potong pasir...
you've changed quite a fair bit..
though you've gotten a new look
the memories i left in you still is there.

the mac.... broadway... the CC... the zig-zag walk to the sch bridge..
haaa.... brings back alot of memories of the good ol' days (i sound old eh)
hahaha i thought i'd gotten lost but the buildings showed me the way :)

i've spent a good 5 years here.
my life was changed here..
remembered my 1st official shepherd....
the mf (mini-fellowships) that were held early in the morning before assembly..
(those times, a mini-fellowship consists of 5 ppl and a cg is 10)
:D
i first went to hope..
the only thing i regretted...
was not being a very good and faithful shepherd to my sheep.. :(
i was playful and lazy.. played more games than anything >_<
i finally committed later
jian chong and jovin. :)
i'm very very very glad to see ya serving and growing~
nothing comes close than to see your people grow... serve... and lead.. :D
i told ya we'll still see each other! ;)

went to the new building... (its huge btw)
saw old teachers... hahahahaha
Mr Desmond Soh aka. demon soh... with his insanely loud voice >_<
you can hear him when he teaches class a few doors away, esp so when he starts scoldin.. hahaha
honestly enjoyed his class in sec4 :p
very very fun! got scolding la.. in fact got sent out of the class hahaha >_<
all because i decided to irritate him with the word "yes"
hahaha >_<
he still recognises me lol
met our DM, Mr Dennis (oh no i forgot his sir-name) aka. Bobby
why we'd call him that?
cuz he looked like the acot bobby chow who acted as selena tan's father in under one roof :p
seriously.
whenever we saw him walking towards our class, (my class was a havoc :P)
we'd shout "Eh!! Bobby Bobby!!! Bobby coming!!"
haha :p
found my cert and left.

Happy Birthday to Wen Jun!
my shepherd and friend.
though we seldom talk now... cuz of time constraint..
i still want to share with ya my life :)
you've always been someone i can talk to.
Thank You.


wanted to buy him a book but i haven't recieved my pay yet >_< (horrors to horrors)
o well.. still don't really know what type of book..
design? video? graphic?
slowly..

currently still bugged on whether to go army or to defer..
but i heard that i'm already late to apply for BA.. :wanna go where God wants me to.
His plans.
recently God has been hinting things in my heart..
and i realized.. . its been dead for quite sometime.
a vision to lead...
i saw that same old image yesterday... wow. its.....wow...
i've been thinking about my life...
being committed...
i've realized how half-hearted i've been these years in my committment to You..
and i'm sorry and yet.. thankful for tolerating me..

deep in my heart... You've always impressed images in my heart of how it would be... and You've asked... Are you Willing?
i was always afraid...
and i remembered what i read in Wild at heart which btw is a really good read for guys..
how men are afraid of their own strength.. they run away from it... afraid to see what might become of them if they really let their strength out.
and thats what i've been doin.
running.... running away.
commitment..... i was afraid of that... what would happen to me if i finally let it all go and fully commit.
what would be me?
my free time? (i'm still playful and lazy as ever -_-)
let it go... let it go.
despite my resistance... now... i'll choose.
u really spoke to me in yesterday's service and today's cg
the testimony video was really encouraging.. and yet..... assuring.
the one thing that caught my ear... and my heart..
"Don't be afraid to commit, don't be afraid."

Ps Jeff shared about our identity in Christ... and it was refreshing once again~
and today's cg.
God spoke to me though livi...
He wants me to make the decision... to move.
spoke to me again in daniel's teaching..
how God has been so committed to me.

wow.

here i am...
will You change & mold me.
You O King.
I will trust You then....
You've never failed to assure me.
You've never failed to take away my fears.. and doubts...
You, never failed.
:)

I will commit.
I will be humble.
Lead me.


spent the night at NE RC. had spt and then celebrated wen jun & shu zhen's bday~ :)
played cards all night hahahahahaha... slept at 4am -_-u
woke up at 8...

o well... thats all folks! :D

time for war.