i think i'm in love

yeah, i think i've fallen for Corrinne May.
recently got a hold of both her albums...
and IT'S NICEE!!
haa.... i like the lyrics.. really nice.
beautiful usage of words toooo
went to her blog too.. interesting...
i like her voice... :P

o welll~
currently listening to her 2nd album thanks to livi
oo while i'm at it.. thanks to her for loaning me full metal alchameist :D

all rights.. had an extremely strange dream last night..
dreamt i was out with this 2 people whom i have never met before.. 1 i've only seen
on photos through a friend's blog... ... weird... and they started to introduce me around and my friend was shocked to see me with them.....
heh... weird.

all rights anyways...
been a tiring week..
thanks to Mr. Influenza who paid a visit to me on thurs..
Mr. Influenza was rather kind enough to leave behind some stuff when he left..
a horrible throat, fever and body aches..
argh.
couldn't talk alot... and couldn't sleep well cuz everytime i swallowed.. it hurts
extremely bad..
i dread sleep cuz the next day i wake up.. my throat will be worst than the night before due to me breathing........ makes it even dry..... -_-
whats more was that i was acting.....
o well...
decided to trust God to do His work.
i'll do my best.. and leave the rest to Him :)
been a challenging few days prior to service..
prayed and seeked God...
to depend on Him.
it was my bad habit to always depend on my own strengths whenever i'm doing something i'm familier with.. eg. MM,acting,etc
i think it was good to be sick...
so i can re-focus on Him... Him who gives me strength..
Him who gave me talents in the first place...

if there was one thing i'd seek from God for the remaining days of the month..
it would be humbility (as my ex-sheep called it) aka. humility.
i wanna be humble... to look to You... Always.
to seek You for help... Always.
to get solutions from... Always.
to just thank You for the simple things... Always.

O Lord, destroy my pride.
destroy all the things that has clouded my sight from You.
help me to place my trust on You instead of myself... my equipments...
Help me.
Amen.

it was a challenging role to act..
it was something new to me...
and it was interesting.
WWJD
to always think that way...
He did it for them..
He did it for you..
He did it for me.
to picture Him in the busy streets of Orchard road.. talking to people..
to picture Him speaking to the auntie who cleans up his plate after lunch..
amazing.

CRAVE went great~
though it wasn't as packed.. the harvest was still there~
everything went well~
thank God for helping through..
alot of us were nervous backstage..
shirls was also nervous and was screaming at the back to loosen up..
surprised me... but yet.. reminded me.. that even the best actors get nervous.
Yu Beng (my previous lecturer) told us that long ago.
He himself.. still gets nervous sometimes...
:)
Shirley shared a story which i heard long ago too..
about this girl Cindy.

was extremely tired during 3rd ss that i dozed off durin worship!! >_<
arrrr...
sermon was very interesting~~
faith!
had spt after that
and it was goood.
a time of affirmation~ was fun and great...
i want to learn to give God the glory and credit..
learn to see affirmations as a bonus
honestly i was expecting it.. cuz i did many things.
i repented for the thought of it and behaviour.
yes God worked through me to bless these people around me.
yes God gave me the strength to help them even though i was sick.
yes God helped me with the drama.
yes it was God.

humbility.

woke up at 11 today..
had porridge.. ate my meds..
went to poo and shower...
waited for rain to lighten up and went for cg.. (have not fully recovered)
reached just in time for teaching led by livi
was good.. changed/broke a mindset of mine i had long ago and was a problem to me.
Thank God :)
went to raffles place to hand the props to alycia.... been a looong time since we've met and it was real great to see her again... to hear her babbling... i miss the drama people in sch.
sadly couldn't stay long and went to join the rest @ LJS @ PS.
went to catch le island with jem
pretty interesing.. though typical storyline..
i liked the settings though hahaha...

all right to all those who've watched it.. read on.
if not... or if you don't want me spoiling it, skip this.

the show should be called the institute instead!!!!!
wad island!!?!?
haha
or maybe a tale of 2 clones...
i find it contradicting..
here the show is telling the ppl that play God.. cheating death.. cloning is bad.. (well at least to me)
and the show ends off with the clones escaping into the world...
(the ending was dumb btw... reminded me of one of those delta airlines commercial with the yani music.. though that was nice... this was not.)
the part when lincoln met his sponser.. was funnyy~~!!
it was a twins fight!! wahahahahahaha
overall.... mmm.. not bad la.... but i didn't really like the story..
visuals were rather normal.. some were good.. while most of the action sequences just followed the matrix slow-mo thingy.. at times it was fast paced.. and at times.. slow... kinda irritating.
settings were amazing though :)
clones trying to survive.... heh. kill the other half..

o well..
another week is gone and a beginning of another :)
Humbility!! here i come~
i wanna eat lots and lots of humble pie! :D
less of me, more of God.