bah.

and now when i decided to pause everything and just feel
it all comes in like a flash flood
within seconds i've drowned.

oh so many things
swirling and drifting
which should i catch and tell first
before its forgotten
many cry out to be written and told
but alas i can't decide

i'm stuck.

for once i want to blog and have been wanting to but when i can, i can't.