iamabaka

iamabaka
for those who are familier with it knows what it is -_-

last night i went to watch the exorism of emily rose with tay,
had to catch the 9.25 show due to the heavy rain earlier -_-
rushed down after dinner
was a lil late >_<

anyways the movie was creepy hahaha
disturbing... :s
i was covering one of my ear (thats a sign when i'm creeped out)almost throughout!!
why cover one ear? well the sound was amazing which was creepy hahaha
and there were the usual shocking moments which when u cover one ear.. u literally nullify the effect :P
probably a good way to put a bravefront in front of others hahaha
i even found myself lookin at the girl's head in front of me than the screen!! >_<
(i still see what was happening on screen, but just blured hahaha)
gosh.
one heck of a show
it was good overall hahahaha really.

i saw this movie as a good way to SOW with people :)
tay was my first sheep from way back and i wanted to take this opportunity to reach out to him again
he was still kind of resistant but i pray that God will continue to soften his heart :)

about halfway through the show during the quiet scenes i kept hearing soft background music as if someone's radio was on, was kind of irritating and was wondering which idiot didn't off it, or probably who forgot to close the door properly since the arcade was just outside (we were watching at cine 4th floor)

near the end of the show it suddenly hit me that it was my own mp3 player that was running the music.. -__-!!!
i was listening to them on the train and when i met tay i forgot to stop it playing.......
iamabaka.

on the way home from wcg today
went to the cityhall busstop to wait for my bus.
was soon approached by this girl..
she walked slowly and stared at my face half smiling...
thinking that she probably mistook me for jeremy (which has been happening probably all my life and i'm used to it) i just looked at her back
waiting for her to ask if i'm jeremy or until she realized it was the wrong person
after awhile
i finally asked her "sorry, do i know you?"
then.. it dawned on me this lady couldn't talk properly and i failed to notice she was holding a plastic bag of pens to sell (she was holding it low -_-)
she was handicapped.

felt stupid. -__-
iamabaka.

currently having a 40 day fast from anime & gaming
what a combination eh...
the 2 most prominent thing i've been doing.
i've deemed it impossible. but not with God :)
here's to 6 weeks of game free life.

i want to see some breakthroughs in my life
specific sins, priorities, life, dependance on God, mindset
i've had enough and these areas God has been pointing out for a long time too.
will take that step...

help me out too ppl :)


last wed weirdy suddenly asked me out for a movie which was kind of weird haha
she wanted to watch just like in heaven
i wanted oliver twist hahahahaha
we decided to go for the latter
but sadly, i didn't know it wasn't opened yet till a week later -_-!!!
(apparently the melindas caught it the previous wed, so i thought it was opened)
so walked walked abit, had dinner at this budget japanese fast food which i call it japan's answer to long john. the price is cheap! really! and its not bad :p
its just beside the foodcourt of cine basement.
talked alot of stuff
she was sharing/bitchin about her day at work
talked abt sch and blah
reminded me of old times and feelings.

she suddenly told me that her old friend wanted to date her

the first thing that hit me was i think she wanted to see my reaction if i still had any feelings for her (she did it before)
but being the rebel i am, i was nonchalant.. -_-
was even tempted to tell her i "liked" someone else to see her reaction
thank God i stopped and moved on to another topic.

i don't like this sort of mind games.. :(
it doesn't benefit the relationship and one side is sure to get hurt/disappointed.
would so much prefer to sit and talk it out instead of playing hide and seek.
humility

ya, i should do that soon.
draw the line.

39 days.