dry

painting practise
done in oc4
photo ref from a pic of bali :)

gotta do something about this dry-ness.
i've been looking at the wrong places
not doing things that i know i should

i've got a month left.
my spiritual life is MY responsibility.
my physical life is MY responsibility.
my future is God's responsibility.

valentine's approaching :)
a day i'm proud to announce
i'm single! whahahaha
esp love to disturb ppl who scuttle to get presents

enjoying singlehood while it lasts

should have a valentine with You eh..
My savior.
i should.

i don't even realise i'm enlisting soon.
hasn't sunk in yet..
rather slow am i?

anyways
recently i've been watching loads of anime
aria the animation is beautiful
the art work and the music is.. WOW.
so inspired by it i just can't stop listening to the song and drawing/painting sceneries thus the previous post -_-
i was first drawn by the artwork
then later.. the world of it

some may not share my view though :p (eg. my bro doesn't like the show cuz it has no particular story)
thats what i wanna do
draw a world where ppl wanna go into and explore
make a story ppl wanna relate to and be inspired from


so many ideas.. but how.
God give me strength and wisdom.


one thing that always stopped me and which still gives me fears
is the vision.
i want to know what God really wants me to do.
i don't want to be on the wrong path, really.
i think its scary to be doing something all your life just to find out later that it wasn't His plans for you.
but i hold this in comfort:
no matter where i am, You'll intercede if i'm not on the right track.

hope that during army life, you'll show me.