grief

What ravages of spirit conjured this temptuous rage?
Created you a monster; broken by the rule of love.
And fate has led you through it,
You do what you have to do.
Oh, and fate has led you through it,
You do what you have to do.
But I have the sense to recognize that I don't know how to let you go.

Every moment marked with apparitions of your soul.
I'm ever swiftly moving; trying to escape this desire.
The yearning to be near you,
I do what I have to do.
the yearning to be near you,
I do what I have to do.
And I have the sense to recognize that I don’t know how to let you go.
I don’t know how to let you go.

A glowing ember, burning hot, and burning slow.
Deep within I'm shaken by the violence of existing for only you.
I know I can't be with you,
I do what I have to do.
I know I can't be with you,
I do what I have to do.
And I have the sense to recognize that I don't know how to let you go.
I don't know how to let you go.
I don't know how to let you go.

Sarah Mclachlan - Do what you have to do.

i believe this played in her head many times.


and at that moment, this song was for me.


i really want to pour out to you
a year of hurt hasn't been grieved yet
and now its starting to come back
i guess i'm not as strong as i thought huh

a part of me wants to be alone..
while another wants to be consoled.

but i'm refraining from you

ego huh..


to be honest, partly

but there's another reason.