personally

as i took a nice and long walk home listening to music..
i thought of many things.
many things that i want to do.
learn the violin
finish up that comic/graphic novel
start on that film
work on that anime

so many ideas..
so many stories i want to tell and show.. 

listening to slow instrumentals can change how you see things as you walk
whether it be sad, uplifting, peaceful or what else
it did for me.
i began to visualise as i walked through
as i looked into the deserted ally ways
the peaceful homes that are soundly asleep
the cars that zoom past
the people that stroll about with their life
i can imagine how'd it be
with this music in it,
its beautifully different

i wish that i've a soundtrack for my life.
i've a playlist for myself

i'd love some of 'em war music
those which makes me think of going to battle
it is a battle of a lifetime
and its something that stirs me deep.
eg. battle songs from games
but nothing else stirs me more than an ochestra with nice violins
(i'm a sucker for violins)
an example would be
LPO - The ride of the Rohirrim
when i heard this song for the first few times
i teared.

i tend to tear easily when it comes to music
i don't know why haha!
especially in shows/movies
when it comes in nicely
it'll just flow out
thus at times, i enjoy watching my anime alone hahaha
let me give you some examples
in FF7AC
the last scene when cloud smiles, especially when Aerith comes
the scene when cloud leaps up to bahamut, the climatic part when he runs through it with his blade (yes i teared at that scene too)
in gunbuster2
the final scene where nono tells the story of the life she dreamt (i kept replaying that scene)
in king kong movie
the scene where jack black met the actress outside near the beginning
title of the music - A fareful meeting
(but when i heard on its own, something else played in my mind. and i cried.)

am i the only one "suffering" from this?
but i thank God for it.
to be able to appreciate it this way.