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had a great dinner @ defu lane with the ex-wam people and more
was delicious~! :D
though i sat at the wrong table >_<
rather quiet hahaha
but overall it was fun!
photos will be up soon!

yesterday i chatted with ya
and it was somewhat of a nice time :)
many things i wanted to say and ask
but i chose to remain silent about it
did i regret it? maybe
but i liked it that way better.

when u asked me about going japan to study
i was excited to know that you're going too
since it'd be more fun to have someone you know
together in the same school
you've started going to jap classes while
i've hesitated or rather still considering
seems like you're more serious about it than me
and here i am, i gotta get working on it.
i've got 11 more months before i ORD
i must make use of it..
then you said you'd wait for me and go together
i was glad
cuz there's someone i can share my passion with
animating & animation
storytelling & illustrating
but, i thought to myself..
you're the one person i'm hesitant to meet now.

absence makes the heart grow fonder

we should go out in groups..

one fact about me.
i think of japan everday. seriously, i do.
wherever i am. may it be at home looking out
into the greys or walking along the roads
and listening to the ambience
i close my eyes and say to myself,
hey, japan is like this too.
and i feel closer to japan already.

i've never yearned to go there so much as i do now
probably cuz i'm stuck in army
like a bird trapped in a cage
i want to soar.

why do i want to go there..
there's something that i seek which i can't describe
though it may be found at certain places
my mind is fixed on japan.
somehow.. i pray it's Your plans for me to be there
if not,
then please take away this yearnings.
You know my heart's desire.

i got to start going to jap classes