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spent my morning with renton & crew
wanqi suddenly caught tokikake aka the girl who lept through time
though her's wasn't subbed (thus i'm passing her mine)
gerald also heard about it and now is in the ever growing number of
satisfied viewers who were glad they caught it :p

to all those who've not caught it
ask and you shall recieve :)

it's that good.

anyways headed down to harborfront for dim sum buffet!
my first time there haha (yes i'm quite slow)
ate with my campmates
i arrived a lil late so they went in and ordered first
i told them to keep ordering at a constant pace
so the food would come at a pace too instead of waiting
but instead,
they ordered everything from the start
it was crazy though delicious :p





spent the noon at pageone after that at vivo
it was great~
read a photo book " The sea, day by day"
it was amazing...
i miss photography




















good ol' days

anyways
the book was amazing~

loitered round and found a place to sit
pageone has a reallly nice ambience~!
with the glass panel facing the sea (actually, sentosa to be exact)
sat down to a book with coldplay musics going on (the shop was playing it btw)
enjoyable :)

chanced upon a book "let me finish."
a book compiling suicide letters of inidviduals
and its surprisingly not as depressing as i thought it'd be
it was sad though
lonely, misunderstood.. and selfish
makes me wonder how they could accept death as an end
and escape by itself..
the burden they leave behind to their loved ones..
the most common reason was love
either one was having an affair or an unrequited love
they couldn't face it
and thus pulled the plug
some even longed for death..
i remembered one of them was writing as he was dying
inhaling gas
some even left instructions on how to treat the body
a wife put to sleep her 3 children before killing herself due to her husband's huge debts..

and you know what?
80% of those who survived suicide are glad that they didn't die and won't attempt it again.

it's an act of ending a chapter in their life..
and they are the one's who needs the most rescuing

the book also mentions how suicidals write letters as a form of confirming their resolves..
most interesting was how the book regarded suicidal cases as like acts of terrorism
that it leaves a huge scar behind to the loved ones around them..

went down to nexus to meet up with hong yao to discuss about the ministry
i've not been to service for a month or more and i've got alot of feedbacks
gotta do something about it!!
thank God for the fruitful time, it was good.

handed wanqi her stuff and spent some time outside doing some reflecting..(about time i did one)

was hmmm.. painful
but.. good.
You know my weakness.

i realised there was a common thing among the people i used to like!
it only dawned on me today
quite amusing hahaha
and i thank You for Your prompt reply
i never saw it this way before
it was assuring.