on your way

things haven't been going my way lately
i'm afraid my soon-to-be-holiday week might just be taken away due to other work..
delaying works for other works

help me to stand face to face with problem and say, bring it on~!
cuz i know i have the King backing me up
and You'd catch me when i fall.

i've realised how handicapped i've gotten



not by works, looks, images but by truths.
this is something that's been bugging me badly lately
i can't ignore it.
i guess all these that are happening is for me to see this
that i need You despite all
that i cannot do it on my own,
i'm no solo-ist
i'm no one.

humble me more pls

i want to be simple again.



once again, bring it on.
i'll face you head on.


recently two dear friends of mine who quite funnily and coincidentally 
have a passion for greens and whose names starts with jo!
are taking a step that i'm very familier with into media
funny thing is they're both into the same thing, productions, lol
i don't know why but i'm very concerned about it
often, as if, nagging them to think over and over before they plunge in
it often looks like i'm discouraging rather than encouraging which made me wonder why too?
after all, i did that very same thing 3yrs ago.
i should be glad and excited to share my dreams/vision with them~
and i did
and i realised it..

i was sharing my heart&dreams with jo just now
and something in my heart cringed
it was as if i was speaking something quite foreign
and i kept asking myself
why can't i encourage them all the way?
why am i not joyful for them?

and God revealed,
it because of the state that i'm in now,
i've piled myself with works
that i've lost sight of the main reason i'm doing this for
as i shared to jo just now, i was almost sad
but yet, am reminded why i've done it.
and i'm probably just venting my fustration on the two

forgive me for doing so.
i've some issues to settle with Him :p

i'll gladly welcome ya!
i've so much to say and share~ :)

I'm far away from what i've known
and there's a static on the radio
Just a girl in a car on a lonely highway
Driving up and down this winding road
It's getting dark, the stores are closed
The map is wrinkled, my coffee's turned to grey

But i'm on my way
I'm on my way
There seems to be no end in sight
But I know I'll be alright
I'm on my way
I'm on my way
Sweet Embrace
I'm on my way

So many beat-up cars on this dirt road
I see them sputter and start to choke
How many miles must I go
till I rest in your grace
I feel like giving up and letting go
Let the world invade my mind, my soul
Will this road make me, a sinner or a saint.

I''m on my way
I'm on my way
There seems to be no end in sight
But I know I'll be alright
I'm on my way
I'm on my way
Don't give up on me
I'm on my way

I can picture your smiling face
Your arms stretched to hold me
Waiting there by the gate
If I ever get lost
I know that you'll find me
There's a cross on a hill saying
"Don't be afraid."

I'm on my way
I'm on my way
There seems to be no end in sight
But I know I'll be alright
I'm on my way
I'm on my way
If I keep you in my sight
I'm on my way

I'm on my way
I'm on my way
There seems to be no end in sight
But I know I'll be alright
I'm on my way
I'm on my way
Don't give up on me
I'm on my way

On My Way - Corrinne May