some ramblings that came during my mornin shower

don't you just hate love songs when you're trying not to "like" someone

or when the person you're infatuated with suddenly tells you

"eh next time when you get married, must intro me your wife ok?"

or when she tells you

"I wish i had a brother like you!" ouch.

don't you hate it when someone you're on good terms with appears in your dream
and in it, the two of you are a couple

the next morning you're looking at that person differently

probably start to avoid that person (in my case)

its almost comic.

kinda ironic.

btw thanks chi
really appreciate your concern
what you told me was really nostalgic
someone else told me that exact thing haha
give me a ring when you come back here k


i'll choose not to remain silent
You've given me a shepherd to help me pull through
so i should allow him to help me
but not by keeping "cool" about everything
it's not helpful
many root issues to be dealt with

somehow i'm just reminded of those long walks in the night with roy :)
its fun just being able to let loose and talk about everything and anything
where you know the person you're sharing with really listens
and not think of it as "childish"
where i can simple be myself.