melancholy

tired.

surprisingly, you made me smile despite what happened..
something i'm happy, but yet sad at the thought of it.

i hesitated at the thought of service ending.
cuz i've to face the world again.

this is really taking a toll on me. 



i'd be lying if i say i'm fine
and that everything is going smoothly and smiley..
its not.


its not.



God help me.




don't you just hate it when ppl don't take you seriously.
help me stop going to others for answers & encouragements.


i'm left with You.
only You know what i'm going through
and i'll hold on to you for better days ahead.




thanks david for asking,
i'm glad you did


am a mess ain't i?
frankly today went great
the past few days weren't so bad too..

just those
end-of-the-day-suppressed-feelings/thoughts
overwhelm-me kinda thing.