personally

been a really busy week
been thinkin of ideas for the upcoming publicity
and clearing up paperworks in camp

really thank God for the smooth handover
i'm officially (well, 80%) free of NDP
our last day in the office was last friday
boss talked to us all and it was rather good :)

the plan for the publicity was changed to due to time constraints
so we decided on "animation"
was really tough
but thank God for the idea!
really.

God has been speakin to me in the area of my works
and it's been something i've been asking myself too
stardom vs servanthood

today's lesson futher confirmed it.
how are people's need met through my works?
how is God glorified through it?
am i doing it to glorify Him or myself?
have i become too comfortable in what i do?
where's the faith?
becoming too self-sufficient?
do i boast about what i can do?

No!
i don't want it!
yes i like to try new things
but not for the sake of showing that i can do it
but that God can do it through me!
i want to rely on You more

more of You
less of me

staying in the shadow of the cross.



thanks for being there for me