personally

i left that night with a thought in me which left me rather confused, it grew and became a burden in me as i didn't know how to feel towards this person.
i couldn't stop thinkin about it all day.
it just took a single remark.

anyways God decided to step in and close it and suddenly i felt rather happy (much to my surprise!) in fact, i was grinning about it LOL
i guess i could feel this way, was cuz i know God was in control

i'm making a conscious effort to change the way i think towards certain people and choosing to close many doors i left open, its really hard but rewarding :)

God, too, has been closing doors :)
though honestly some part of me is sad, but ultimately, it means that the correct door is becoming easier to find.
I praise You for that.

He's working in my life.

anyways, today was one hectic day at work!
but God provided loads!!!
i was really concerned how i was going to attend service as i had to finish up an animation which i just started on friday..
so i went to work early which i thank God for the perfect timing of the bus (it came as i was approaching the bus stop (dun u juz love it when that happens!!))
i started about drawing when my boss recieved a call from another colleague and he was like crap!! the couple is coming at 1pm!!
wow. i continued as if nothing happened but deep down i know it's not possible.
my boss pushed back the time till 330pm
and thus began the race against time!

it was a tiring process and it got much faster when we split the load,
amazingly, we finished by 3pm
i was actually quite amazed at the feat.!
though some parts were left a lil less detailed due to the rush
it was quite refined.

the couple soon came, watched and left and it was all over~
what my boss told me next surprised me greatly.
the girl teared as she watched it

then again i was reminded about the power of animation.

anyways, though it started out bleak (dateline at 3pm!!) it turned out well!
i ended work soon after and i could attend service! which was great~~ :)

God is good! amen??


on a side note..

i miss talking.. sharing interests, passion, dreams.
and a barrier is starting to form up on me and many people..
maybe its cuz, i dun think they'd appreciate it
maybe they think its too childish, or its just not their interest to talk more about it..

maybe its just me.
its not that i care how ppl think of it, but if no one shares it with u, its kinda sucky ain't it..
its like i share and share and share and to them its like ok.... next, moving on..

again..

maybe its just me.


on a search.