thoughts..

been awhile

work's been tiring! (i've learnt alot though!)
everyday after work i'm so exhausted and have no energy left for anythin :S
but God's been great.
He hears me and meets my needs :)

when i wanted some time with my friends, they called me out today for a movie
i was able to end work early

when i really needed finances, my boss gave me my pay today

when i need to rush to work, the train is on the way

when all seemed lost on an equipment we lost, God provided a miracle, it was found, 2 days later.

God never fails.

i realised i'm becoming more quiet to certain people.. thinking why.
work? maybe...

been thinkin alot of stuff lately, future, philosophies, interestingly, cultures..
a thought hit me suddenly after thinkin about a movie i just watched,

when we all laugh at a person of our own, nothing's wrong
when we all laugh at another, someone cries racism

i'm not sayin its true or not, just something i thought of and maybe want to explore further as to why and if its true, cuz from my experience, i think it is.

maybe its cuz i dunno how it feels like to have another laugh at me

its not about jokes. even on media, its quite evident here especially.

what if mr bean wasn't a white?

would it be entirely different?

has racism become a barrier and furthermore, an excuse to not do something?

i'm not promoting racism, i'm against it.


and btw, stop makin more lil india jokes. its annoying.