personally

just got home from 2hrs of talk with my boss.
basically i've talked what i wanted to talk and boy it was long.

but it was fruitful and i praise God for using him to point out certain wrong mindsets and areas to change. basically, i got myself shot back.

mindsets on re-using to refine for the better good instead of just viewing re-using as cheapskate. (artist pride, i know)
people hire artist for their consistant styling, and its a refining of works that produces that.
production and effeciency and quality.. (much of how i detest to think of it as a factory, production in its own whole, still is a process flow like a production line in a factory)

stubborness to open up (pride again) was also pointed out in that sense.

how am i improving myself?
what personal work have i done recently?
have i met my goals?
do i research on the areas i want to go?
laziness and ill-disciplined to do all those? yes.

i always complained about MY personal time and the dire lack of it,
but the truth is that when i do have MY time, i waste it.

now i'm realising vision and direction is SO important.
it sets discipline in.
it makes one more organised and focused.
it gives renewed strength.

I NEED/WANT a vision from God!


i've come to respect my boss more now after today's talk :)