personally

i sat down for a way overdued time of reflecting my life with God this morning
and it was really good time being honest with Him and myself.

i was reading up rom 12 and came to the part about respecting one another and about gifts. As i thought about the giftings and talents God has given me and what has become of it through time, i was disappointed.

I've come to a point and realised that photography has become my comfort zone.
Its like i do so because i know i'm good at it and many people appreciate it.
i do enjoy it personally, but it's causing me to stop nurturing my other areas.
it's ironic.

what of animation?
i've told myself long ago, that in 50 years down the road, the thing i still see myself doing, would be drawing.
thats what i saw, back when i was transferring from drama to animation after my 1st year. truth is i've not drawn for a while now.
and i've lost that confidence to do so. i've many empty sketchbooks that would testify to me not making use of them fully.
i've bought the tools, the sketchbooks..
but i've not the single confidence of touching the page for fear of ruining it with a crappy drawing, honestly i'd rather shoot a photo anytime.
but i know my heart and i will not decieve myself.
i want to tell the story through animation because i know no other way of doing so.
there's no limit and i will not look down on animation as a kid's thing anymore,
it is because that people look at it as a kid's thing and that is my weapon of choice.

back to the drawing board.

as i finished up proverbs today,
this verse hit me

prov31:8

"Speak up for those who cannot speak for themselves,

for the rights of all who are destitute."

a burden