personally

wanna praise God for the going ons in my life lately! :D :D

though school has been a killer, wanna praise God too for my CG who's supporting me :)

also on my seminar.

I realised I've developed a habit of wanting to get things done and over with, even if  the quality is not there, to me, i just want to do enough. I don't aim higher at all. Where's the spirit of excellence in that??

I'm lazy, and thats something i gotta change :\

for my seminar last week, i stayed up all night preparing it only to be pushed back a day. i didn't research though given the extra time. i thought since i've already prepared to present, whats the point. the thought of God giving me extra time to research did occur to me but i brushed it off soon after, i just didn't want to do the extra work.

similarly, the actualy seminar was this week. again another sleepless night as i researched and do up my slides and print. arrived only to draw lots and find out that i'm scheduled for the next day. i decided to prepare my stuff while waiting. class was delayed which gave me some time to do what i needed to do, an opportunity was given to me to go 3rd which i declined earlier, but since class was delayed, i thought to myself, i can take it and just get it done and over with.

sadly no one wanted to exchange their slot with mine. again the thought of God giving me time to prepare better came to mind.

at the end of the day, i went home and slept. woke up at 2am and was contemplatin on what to do, decided to do more research and thank God, i managed to find alot of things which i completely missed out in my prior research. i carried on all morning till class..

was extremely tired and also had alot of things on mind. i was constantly thinking about my structure too.. reached sch @ 2pm but my slot was at 7pm.

anyways, i got nervous as i presented, stuttered, choked on my words :S

but thank God for giving me the words to speak!!! my seminar went well, so well my lecturer gave an applause. I was shocked and happy.

God indeed is faithful. This whole thing is definately God, not me :)

He makes us the head and not the tail. :) 

learnin to be excellent in the tasks given! :D

 

 

 

production week.