:)

this morning... i woke up with her in my mind...
i guess... . . haha.. after whats happened...

anyways.. yesterday we sent her and rosa off at the airport.
they were going back home :)
wanted to get them something..
went off hunting at cityhall...
saw some stuff.. but too ex :(
hahaha so went on down to the cards section...
...
so many cards... didn't know what to choose...
as i read the cards... haha... well...
=p
alot of things i wanna say... but then hahaha
so many cards... so little time
and i didn't wanna get all too "feel-ey" abt it
so i decided to buy an empty card... and write.
went on down to the airport... wanted to write on the train but hahaha.. a lil shakey there
reached there a lil early than expected so went to look for a place to write...
wrote and wrote.. and thinking.. hahaha didn't really know what to write :p
wrote till abt 1.40..
called ryan and met up with him... called rosa
went to look for them at the check in counter but they already went to coffee bean
went to meet up with chi and jason at the mrt and went to look for them. (i think chi lost weight or something >_< hahaha she looks "smaller" o_O )
by then they were already at the food court.
met them there and ate.
continued to write finish the card (discreetly hahaha...)
they stayed over the previous night at the chalet...
hahaha heard alot of things... :p esp abt daffi and *ahem* >_< hahaha

gave her the card before they left... :)
wanted to hold her hand one last time actually(or.. hug her).. hahaha but yah .. anyways she was carrying alot of things too =p
wonder whats her reaction after reading it? haha
i don't really expect anything.. hahaha
i just want to be honest in that card.. and besides i promised her a card too :)

after that night... what we shared.. our feeling and all...
was in a way... happy.. :) to know her feelings.. what she was thinking... her heart...
treasured that moment.
reminded her that now is not the time... we're still studying and all.. hahaha.. ;)


as i went home yesterday...
somehow... God put in my heart..
not only now is not the time...
we're not ready for it yet too...
we always told each other.. now is not the time.. study first
we always put others first
but yah..
we are also not ready yet.
:)
we got other things to settle too hahaha..

throughout this past months..
God allowed this to happen for a reason...
and i believe we've grown much from it...
(personally.. i did and i belive she did too :))

and now.. hahaha =p we're moving on... I don't know where God is bringing us but yah... moving on with God. :)

she's starting to like jason hahahahaha!
=p hahaha i won't blame her too haha
after all he's real funny and friendly :) hahahahahaha =p

got some clearing up to do in my heart :)
i cleared quite abit after giving her that card :) (don't know if she sees it but yah hahaha)
i wanted to write something else... but >_< hahaha somehow... i couldn't... :p i think she'll know it too..

Lord I will bow to You
to no other gods
but You alone
Lord I will worship You
nothing hands have made
but You alone
I will lay down my idols
thrones that I have made
all that has taken my heart
Lord I will bow to you
to no other gods
but You alone.

:)
hallelujah.


going to have swimming lessons later >_<
aaaaargh~~~~~
hahahaha... my mum fixed up for me and my brother.. but..
o_O i really don't feel like going.. hahaha :p
just.. a lil... afraid? O_o maybe... maybe...
and a lil suspicious...
oh well..