saturday~~ hahaha..

woo... today..

tired man... juz got home... (9.20pm)
carrying that light box around... aching my arm :p
anyways... today:

woke up early.. hahaha i dunno y... juz suddenly woke up
i think i drooled while i was sleeping??? >_< oh nooo
yuck >_< hahaha...
anyways... got up early...
spent time readin the word..

God will go all out... just to prove something :)
he's been doing that.. Thank you God...

called her to wake her up in the mornin...
supposed to have dinner together with emil at mc donald's but then... i guess not... she's tired.. and i think emil was still sleeping... (he slept at 6am >_<)

went to sch... took 21 and 196 :)
so much easier... and cheaper too~! hahaha

thank God.. studio could be opened :D

went to have breakfast with chi at mac...
shared abt life..
why we're in animation..
what does she really wanna do?
she told me abt her "dream" but still..
might not be what she wanna do now...
told her to plan.. take some time off from everything... and think... probably a good time is when she goes back next month... for me.... NS~! hahaha
shared abt yesterday...
she broke down yesterday... in studio..
made ryan and jason concerned.. >_<
shared abt rudie...

went back studio to do my major...
went online for fun to see who's online :p
she ws very stressed... .. wanted to help her... hahah...
so i moved all my stuff to the 3rd yr studio... next to the com =p
but anyways.. she was ok :)

while doin major... this song kinda strucked me....

The Hardest Thing by 98 degrees

Written by Steve Kipner and David Frank

Verse
We both know that I shouldn't be here
This is wrong
And, baby, it's killing me, it's killing you
Both of us tryin' to be strong
I've got somewhere else to be
Promises to keep
And someone else who loves me
And trusts me fast asleep
I've made up my mind
There is no turning back
She's been good to me
And she deserves better than that

Chorus
It's the hardest thing I'll ever have to do
To look you in the eye and tell you I don't love you
It's the hardest thing I'll ever have to lie
To show no emotion when you start to cry
I can't let you see what you mean to me
'Cause my hands are tied and my heart's not free
We're not meant to be
It's the hardest thing I'll ever have to do
To turn around and walk away
Pretending I don't love you

Verse
I know that we'll meet again
Fate has a place and time
So you can get on with your life
I've got to be cruel to be kind
Like Dr. Zhivago
All my love I'll be sending
And you will never know
'Cause there can be no happy ending

Chorus

Bridge
Maybe another time, another day
As much as I want to, I can't stay
I've made up my mind
There is no turning back
She's been good to me
And she deserves better than that

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what caught my ears mainly was ..
"we're not meant to be"
hahaha... ya...
haven't taught abt it for a while..
but yah...
this song was stuck in my head for the rest of the day... >_<
was God trying to tell me something through this?
after seeing the lyrics.. hahaha.. hmmm... its just that one sentence..

i didn't go for service...
wanted to finish up my work >_<
called up wenjun hahaha...
he was ok with it.. said he can handle it... :)
thank God for him.
asked me to come down for dinner.. =p

talked to her on the way out.. :)
she's going back home for nearly 2 wks :)
spend tome with family and friends.. haha i'm sure she misses them like crazy... and her home sweet home.. haha
:lol:
after that.. she's gonna work.. hahaha..
me too.. >_< i gotta work.. hahaha..
she told me.. lotsa ppl askin her out... to relax.. have fun,etc..
haha.. made me wonder... after all this is over... what am i gonna do???
hahaha.... i wanted to go to indonesia~!!! aaa.. but yah.. hahaha i dunno what i'm gonna do... i was so caught up with work that i nvr planned what to do after everything.. >_<

went down to have dinner with my grp :)
plannin to give nicole a farewell celebration tmr...
:lol: gonna be fun... we're goin to blaugh her... sayin that cg is at this place which is totally not... :p

anyways.. after that.. i went home... alone hahaha but yah~
i thank you God~!
haha prayed for my wife.. =p
i dunno why... just suddenly prayed for her...
to keep her strong..
that we'd meet...
wherever she is... whoever she is.. hahahaha.. quite fun yah..
lol :lol:

started prayin for others too...
her... ferry... jovin.. zhi huang.. emil... myself... and my wife.. hahahaha >_<
*dong*
but yah.. been awhile since i prayed for ppl :)

hallelujah~

God... you are so good~
I need you ever so much now.. and ever will...
never will i leave you.. :)