fighting love to be loved

woah... its getting tough.
finally managed to talk to ya
it was fun ya.. hahaha
i nvr knew it was so difficualt to express oneself... o_O
but it was a meaningful 4 hours... :)
and i thank you for understanding..
i'll treasure it.
what an experience.. hahaha

yesterday.. began to get a lil emo
esp after talking to you
gosh it was SO SO HARD.. :(
to supress it all...
"The best things are the words left unsaid"
haha... sounds cheesy.. but i gotta admit.. its true.
:)
the thought of it..
i've got many things to say.. but
i don't want to be selfish to you.
finally made the decision to do this.

told len abt it too..
then she shared abt her prob with an old flame hahaha...
it was a fruitful chat.. :)
built one another up.

today i saw your nick... hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm
... . .
haiz. God be in control of it all... :)

the very reason i'm doing this... is for you and You..

... fighting love to be loved.