work work work

I got a free one week trial on my devart~!!:D
wow! and its goooOOOooood~! :)
trying out the journal functions haha since i blog alot there too... =p

anyways... assesment is approaching.. one week.
We're all rushing through to finish up everything.
things to be done.
Research and thesis
Sound effects
Soundtracks
Animating
Editing.

O_o
thats alot in one week.
staying over in sch next week to get it done.

as we're rushing through this... wanting to get it over with..
we forget that this is the last time we all work together.
lets give the best exhibition we can ;)
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life so far...
its ok.
though i miss her badly.
after that night...
i just wanna hug her and comfort her.
but i guess....
i'll trust her to take care of herself.
like what roy told me..
don't hurt myself and trust her to look after herself.
i can't be there for her all the time.. (though i wished.. haha)
i won't be seeing her much after all this.
probably its better this way.


sometimes.. i wanna ask.. when?

found out that a brother i knew fell.
was extremely sad.
so many... for the same reason.
and here i am too... struggling on that very edge.
when i saw the photo.. it fueled me against it.
and i thank God it did.

i thank God.. also.. that i'm not the only one going through all this...
thanks for the encouragement people.
your life has been an encouragment to me to move on and fight.

:)

chi also asked me about God..
haha.. the way she asked was funny..
i too asked that question.. even sometimes now.
she left a very eye opening testimonial on my friendster haha...
for ppl who don't know whats going on..she is referring to a soft toy cow which i gave her for christmas and she named it after me.

rights. back to work.
keep me in prayer :)
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