open my eyes... Lets Move!

a rather nice day outside :)
though there wasn't any sun...
the greys are still nice.
silent but somewhat.. .. beautiful.. haha..
weird but true
the air was nice and cool too

went back to sch
met ferry and talked
went to the office and handed up the form
went to the old class and met with the now 3rd years
gosh i miss them... haven't seen them for nearly 2 months?
i used to see them everyday hahaha
it was fun
passed my locker key to shaun and went out to meet weirdy at the busstop
haven't seen her for a long time too..
same ol' weird one.
wanted to meet mother but she didn't replied my sms
guess she's bz.. another day then :(
chi called me up and asked if i could bring her to a doctor cuz she's sick and no one is at home.. she's new to the new house and area..
rushed down to her place
hahaha season's park....
been ages since i went here..
usually came here to go to leonard's place...
but he left.... :(
anyways.. asked ppl abt ang mo kio hahaha
cuz i've not been to amk central for ages and don't know where are the clinics :P

season's park hasn't changed a bit since i last step foot in the area...
but today was rather nice cuz of the weather...
starting to appreciate this type of color hahahahaha..
i dunno why.. it just brings out a picture in my mind.. and a feeling..
something nice and warm... yet cool... i can't describe it...
it just comes and before i know it.. its gone..
just like the image...
strange huh..
been like that ever since..
something about solitude appeals to me.

waited for her downstairs..
took a cab and off to the clinic~

it was mainly high fever and coughs.. :thank God it isn't dengue
had dinner together and talk talk

home.

on the bus.. tv mobile kept airing the trailer for "The maid" (no this is not directed to a certain someone we all know..)
showed the 7th month festival and blah..
seeing the fires reminded me of lantern festival :D
when i was still a kid in my old house
we played with loads of fire in the field
real fun~ (though my foot got burnt >_<)
alot of fires and lanterns
we always liked to gather and compare lanterns with one another seeing who had the nicest..
long ago the battery operated ones were the coolest ones to have.. where it had multiple blinking lights and colors
then we started going for the paper lantern as we found it more fun..
(we'd see who can start it up without setting the paper on fire) :p
i loved lantern festivals in my neighbourhood. :)
something i can't experience now

the field is gone..so are most of the people.

i'll treasure it.

thats why i love walking back home through my old place... :)

verse of the day:
Ps63:1

O God, you are my God.
earnestly I seek You;
my soul thirsts for You,
my body longs for You,
in a dry and weary land
where there is no water.

King David wrote this psalm while he was in the desert of Judah.
his desire for God really amazes me..
not water.. but God... in a dry wasteland.
David has tasted God's love.. and its better than life.

i guess one would be comfortable knowing that their father is with them no matter what the situation is...
knowing that God is here with me and for me.. is enough.
and God promised us that.

Desire Him, Trust Him.

Yes.

i want to learn to trust You more.. and desire You.. more than i crave water.
Help me to develop this area
there's many things that are blur in the future.. help me trust You to follow it.
will You guide my steps.. and protect me from the arrows of the enemy who try to confuse my path and block it.
open my eyes.
to this war.

and with that.. spur me onwards.

i've been stone-ing... thats not good.
i need to move out.
stope dwelling.
guard my heart.


jo recently shared with me some stuff..
something i've experienced it too..
rejection huh...
really hurt him bad.. :(
though he didn't do anything wrong..
i guess she's confused.
shared to him abt my case with weirdy.. -_-
weirdy was confused too.
and it began a period of confusion between us...
was painful.

tried to cheer him up.
told him to be patient too~
with God's plans for him.

shared to him that at that time i cried out to God... that why must i like her now... if i know its not the time... and its probably not gonna be her anyways...
the only thing that kept me moving on from that?
God has someone better than her.

something i also need to put into action..
its no time for it.. i've got loads on hand now.
which i thank God for.
i don't think of this as much as i used to.. slowly.. but surely.
needa guard my heart too.

lets not be a NATO christian!
MOVE IT~!