don't you..?

don't you just hate it when you've so much you want to talk about
you just don't have anyone to do so with..

don't you just hate it when you share your passion, your current hype
people just acknowledge it and move on to another topic almost immedietely..
even worst they think you're childish..

i don't like that feeling.

anyway, honestly
i was just overflowing with things i want to share about
but couldn't find anyone..
truth be told i wanted to call you
but nah, somehow i thought to myself
i'm quite immature..
or maybe it was a lil ego
that i don't want to show this side of me

so i went to God
and poured out to Him
just like back then
when i couldn't tell anyone
i told Him.

sadly i wasn't satisfied.
i wanted someone who could relate to what i'm talking
でも誰もない。。
so i penned it in my book
and left it stuck there..

i've poured it out
everything
but honestly i wished it was a real person i was telling to.
its just stuck on that page now.







i gotta stop whining.



God has a sense of humor


on the way home
an elderly man sat beside me and talked
sure we talked many things and nothing in particular
but somehow
i enjoyed the company
it was
warming

i miss my stop and carried on
and we talked for a good 30mins