personally

thinkers can be a pain

i was thinking about certain things and it really got me down
it got me nowhere but made me more restless
i found that i liked to pour out to ppl to get their opinion
and i'm easily affected by their opinions
i'd rely on ppl for answers or decisions

sometimes when ppl would just listen and kept quiet
i'd get fustrated,
but ironically,
i was thankful.
thankful that the person wanted me to grow in this area.

so today,
i made up my mind.

taking that step wasn't easy, i had every mind to stop there and go back
"what if's" were flooding my head at 5 what if's per sec
i rationalised/justified
tried to make sense
made sure i wasn't bluffing myself
all these, just for a job interview.. lol

i forced myself to do so based on my decision previously and not let myself back out now
i'm afraid of uncertainty and even more so if i'm alone in this

but the road less travelled, is just like what it says,
a place less travelled due to uncertainty.

after,
peace came in before i knew it


i thank You.
moving out of this comfort zone.


and i thank you too for trusting me with what you're going through
really, i appreciate it alot
keeping you in prayer k

shirt design (yes sorry for the non-originality, i'm pretty sure its been done before)